School, studying, exams, dance, social life, job, good grades… I think I’m over stressing myself at this minute. I must have good grades, I must be good at what i’m doing (referring to dance) and make all my personal goals. sometimes I wish I had more time, to have a life. I’m losing my friends, losing my family, losing my way. I regret being in an institute. Just if my life were more easy than this. I can’t keep thing like this. My path is making me drowning in my schedule, too much that sometimes going away forever and leave everything behind appears to be a good idea. I hate feeling like this. I hate when people notice that I’m in a strange mood. Esto no me ayuda para nada. Tal vez detener el tiempo, el ahora sea la solución. Debo sobrepasar estos tiempos. Como si lo tuviera… I NEED to cry, I don’t know if I can handle this for too long. Cada vez se nota más lo que me pasa, la gente te mira con empatía, y mis amigos también se sientes así, al menos sé que noe stoy solo en este martirio. POR FAVOR! NECESITO ESCAPAR DE ESTA MIERDA DE RUTINA! :’(
